takin examination from the heaven~

life..gettin harder n harder...but i blive..nw its jus som kind of examination given by God n u...i wish it could pass away soon..but i noe i hv 2 b patient..n wait..these few nights..i was so tired..but in the middle of the night i will still wake up in a sudden...n start 2 hate myself..y i will hv tis kind of life n in tis kind of situations...y b4 i been thro all tis,i learnt how 2 appreciate u 1st..y..there were alot of questions keep on appearin in my mind..but everytim when theres a question pop out..i will tell myself...kenn,u mus not giv up..work harder..stay calm..n things will pass n ur life will b better..even tho its jus a pray..but still..i blive~