a nice morning n life...

wat a nice morning i had n a great life til i cant held myslef but 2 on the pc quickly n blog it...yea right..cut the bull shit...I HV A SUCK N FUCK UP MORNING N LIFE!!!!!!!!!!ARGGHH!!!!!!y do i hv a life like tis..??!!!damn shit..y will everythin turns up into tis..i hate it like tis!!!!!!i hate it...i wanna cry...but my tears oreadi dried...my heart was jus like a torn paper bein tear apart again n again into small small pieces...y would u do tis 2 me...y u keep wantin me..forcin me 2 giv up on u..y??!!!it used 2 b the world most beautiful love story but y is the endin like tis...god..r u playin wif my life or wat...y is everybody treatin me like tis!!!nw i understand wats the life i should hv..nw i understand wat kind of X'mas..birthday i should hv...alone..lonely..n cold...jus like tis blog...no matter how hard i try 2 write it down...no1 will jus come in anymor...it'll jus left there alone...n cold...