still waiting~

i guess...this blog will not bein view by any1 for the mean time...i mean..no 1 really cares bout my life either...bsides than u...b4 these..ppl noe me coz of u...u bring the colour into my life..without u..it'll onli b black n white...i dunno wat 2 do anymore..somtims im stupid...shits will jus come out from my mouth..but i really din mean anythin..its jus tat..no matter wat i did or said..no1 will blive me..n every1 thinks tat im bad...tats all..wat did i did wrong in my life..y..its like my faith..no matter how hard i tried..end up..all the hard works will jus appears 2 b a piece of shit...crap..tat ppl will jus throw on the floor..step over it n walk away...