another mornin where i was left home wif my mum's car coz they wan me to slp late bit..bt..no matter how long i could slp..i still feel very very tired..tat feelins is comin from my heart..hmm..yesterday went to my fren's b'day celebration wif carmen at lot10..the 1st time i brought her 2gether wif me in tis kind of celebration..bt i felt so damn regret..1st,we suppose to go out at 1..bt she make it til 1.30..nvm,girls~then when she's on the car,she asked me to bring her to 1 place 1st coz she wanna take somthin for me..well,in my heart i was thinkin we oreadi late n later u nid to go bac like 4..nvm,lucky its jus near..so i drove her there..instead of straight stop at the shop's front..she ask me to stop damn far away..when she went down..she walk torwards different direction instead of goin to the shop..i felt very weird so i off my engine n went down to take a look..bt i cant see her..so i jus went bac to my car..then she's there..so i din care much..jus went into the car coz we oreadi very late~then she called a person n start sayin ''did u get the thing..i dowan to let u see me..later night r u free?i wanna talk to u..''while talkin..tears drop from the beautiful eyes..n same goes to my heart..felt broken again..coz on tat moment..all my specialty came bac..i could hear wat she's thinkin again...its a fact tat i keep on avoidin to understand..alot of my frens who know carmen told me tat she's a playgirl..i knew it to..bt i blive tat she oreadi changed..who noes...it starts to ruined my day...after she hang up the call,she starts sayin hvin bad mood 2day...who mess wif me will b dead..i was thinkin..if u talk again i'll make u dead~!!!!!!!im in the fuckin same car wif u,jus sittin bside u..n did u think tat im deaf?nvm..fine..it suppose to b a great day..hold on..then i park my car in timesquare coz i dunno how to drive to lot10 even tho its jus opposite the street..so we walk to lot10..i wanted to hold her hand..she shake off..nvm..i put my hand on her shoulder,she push it off n say will bad luck..==fuck la..fine,i dun touch u..idiotic shit!!!i got so pissed up when she starts complainin i park so far,nid to walk la..tis la tat la..==..i cant stand it n jus walk..i walk so fast til she was totally left bhind..she chase up n ask y i walk so fast..i jus smile n pretend ntg happen..when reach there..my frens came..then..here comes my nightmare..she start sayin things like y u bring me to tis kind of place..if i knew early,i dowanna come...n my frens were all there when she say it LOUDLY!!jibai!!!i felt so damn fuckin embarrassed..nvm,we go in...eat..she jus sit there wif her hp..i took som food for her..when we starts eatin..she told me tat she dowanna eat..n say she'll take herself if she wan..ok..then i dun care her,i ate my own..suddenly,somthin shock me..she took out another hp..n tat hp was her old 1 which she say oreadi spoiled..i was like..din u say it spoiled..she say owh,2day i took out n see its ok so i use lo..n i was like y u got 2 num bt i din noe..she jus smile..wat the fuck...hello,is there any more secrets of u which i din noe~!!!fuck up..i totally shut up!!!!!!i got so damn bad mood bt still hv to smile in front of my frens..great!!!n end up,she din really eat anythin..jus a dessert n som drinks n bit of vegetable..its a buffet..n i pay like 20somthin..yea..i noe its not much..bt its been a shit for the whole day u make me..n nw u din even care to giv me face in front of my fren..i felt such a shame..so damn regret..so damn pissed!!great!!!the whole day!!!!i felt tat whole my life til nw..i keep on couplin ppl up..my 1st love,i couple it wif my best fren..2nd gf..bac to her ex..n tis time..i dunno wanna couple up wif which bastard again..i felt so damn tired..so tired..lucky i got bac my mind readin..nw..i will stay strong..i wont let any love screwer to screw up my love again!!!ok..u can b bit flirty..like me..im not tat perfect..bt no matter how flirty i am..im still loyal to who i love~~n tis is wat u all gav me..good~