relief..

finally..yesterday was my 1st batch of form 5 students went for spm math exam..hmm..quite worry bout their results tho..but i know they oreadi try their best in it...jus pray tat they din did any silly mistakes..hmm...lately still keep thinkin of u...yup..your family had gone bac to miri...remember the time b4..every end of the year..even tho its holiday..but we wont b meetin each other coz u hv to go bac to miri..last year was the last year i wish u good luck on the way to miri..still remember u went to work at ur uncle's shop..how worry i was...silly...hmm..somtims i wander.wat am i doin..y cant i jus appreciate somthin when i hv it..but somtims i jus confuse y cant i jus find every single solution for every single question...i feel so dissapointed bout my life...start to seein things in grey colour...hv no joy...no sadness..the deepest sorrow in the heart...i dunno wat to do anymor..jus..i lost the colourful life i used to have b4...nw..everything jus twisted bac to grey again...again the lonely me...