hmm..i was surprise by ur sudden call yesterday..n im even more surprise tat u'r jus near by my shop...u sound like there's spmthin troublin u...when u sound confuse in the phone whether to tell me bout it anot..my heart pounds...i was afraid tat somthin had happened to u...dunno y..til nw..i still cant control myself not to care bout u...after the whole chattin in macdonald..u said tat he's not happy n ask me to fetch u home straight...i dunno..yea..i might b a very tight mouth but...how do u aspect me to keep such a big secret...i mean..u r stayin in his house dude...!!!wat will ur parents react if somthin happen..???i was thought tat im jus illusionin as i oways feel tat u'r jus around...even tho u told me tat u'r stayin in nilai...but after yesterday..i noe i wasnt wrong...i noe u oreadi used to the ''got people care'' life style..u oreadi used to it whenever u nid somthin..its oreadi prepared for u..but..it hurts the most when everytim i think bac the facial expression of ur mom...she so hope tat u can b independant out there..she thinks tat tis is a chance for u to grow..but..i dunno...another word..yea..iif u wan tat kind of life..for wat u left..???me n ur family..for wat..???u din even grow at all...yes im still in love wif u but..sorry to tell u tat i guess im much more better than u nw...much much more..u'r way too bac girl...wats wrong wif u..wat the reason which hold u bac like tis...its not u..its seriously not u...like i said..its not tat u dun like tat i noe everything tat u wanna say..but u hate it coz u cant hide anythin from me as i really noe everythin..from the moment i see ur eyes...listen to ur voice...i oreadi can noe...there is no way u can hide from me..its jus hurt me more n more when everytim i noe tat u'r surfurin but u dun let me to help u...i dunno y u left..i dunno y u choose him..i dunno y u hv to continue like tis...shit thing..wake up god damn it...for god sake wake up n open up ur eyes...is tis wat u wan..dun tell me the answer through ur mouth..u tell urself through ur heart...!!!its not onli u make me so dissapointed...even ur parents will feel so if they noe it..its not bout him..its bout u...y do u hv to force urself been through all tis..u think by tis u'll learn to b strong..??u think by tis u'll b independant or wat..???u think it looks cool or wat..??there's still som space ffor u to turn bac so do it nw b4 its too late..make ur decisions...where r u CHUAH RUEY YING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!