a normal life...normal activities...no surprises..no nth...haizz..life lately is jus too normal..yea..mayb after been through some serious chaos..hmm...dun feel like carin bout anythin so much lately...thoughts hv bcome so negative jus incase anythin happen..at least im ready to protect myself...but no matter wat..i still cant change wat had oreadi happened...i hate it every time when i think bout it..i mean..y..when theres a path tat u can jus walk..but u dun take it...u think tat the path u'r walkin nw will b good enuf to train u...no way man..snap out of it...it doesnt even helps at all..hmm..but nvm...cant care so much nw..cant do anythin..pray inside my heart as god wont helps bsides than im the 1 who's helpin myself...changin every single dreams into reality is jus fakes...but changin every thing into thoughts..tats wat im suppose to do nw...the last love hv sent to u but u took it n throw it away...the heart is broken enuf n its time to pick up n stick it bac..its time..for me to stand up...