the way im living nw..

haizz..1st..i hv a very very bad news..nw..i hv 2 announce tat..i lost my wallet..no matter how i jus cant find it..argghh~!!!!!!fine..n 2nd..im lonely again..AGAIN~!!!fuck...y y y y y y y y y y am i oways lonely in my life..y y y y?!!!!im tired of bein lonely..im tired of livin in tis kind of life..i sick of it..i dun wan 2 b lonely anymor..y..y u all r treatin me like tis..y am i gettin tis kind of unfairness..y~~~~nvm..thinkin of it..in the world..there r ppl livin in the live which is 1000times even worst than mine..i noe..i noe i should hv appreciate wat i hv..but..y cant i jus hv a better life..i dowanna b an audiance anymor..i wan 2 b a part of the show~light up my life n dun blow it off anymor..