unreleaseable....

love..wat does tis word means actually..can any1 tell me..why...no matter how hard i try..it'll never change..does tis really really known as love..i try my very best 2 release everythin..no matter wat..i force myself not 2 see her again..not 2 talk 2 her again..even when her b'day..i dun even dare 2 hold my hp so tat i wont sms her or call her 2 wish her happy b'day..no matter how hard i try 2 make my life busy..end up..onli i realise..i cant..i cant let her go..no matter wat..i still miss her very very very much..tis feelin never change..jus like the olden times when we were 2gether..it never change..the feelin i had towards u...i love u...no matter wat u did...no matter how hard i try 2 hide up myself..but...i love u..it never change..it never will...