hmm..had an awful night yesterda..cant slp..felt damn suffer..dunno y my heart is so damn pain n hurt..its like bleedin again..haizz..after so damn long..i still miss u so much...y..y cant i jus let go..its unfair to say tat i din try..i tried very very hard b4..but no way its gettin out of my heart..plz..som1..help me..i try to find som1 to talk..but at the end of the day,i dun wish every1 coz of me they feel sad..coz i effect their emo as well..haizz..i hv to take it all by myself..its oways like tis..no 1 can help me bsides than my own self...im in pain again..y...plz..som1..explain to me..som1 help me..som1..plz..release me...