hmm..nw its 14th night..yea..few hours to go b4 the valentines day ends..hmm..2day still hvin tat down mood..mayb coz of tat,i scare tat it'll chase away my luck tats y i din go for the family gamblin tis year..hmm..tis morning onli i found out tat the msg tat i sent to her bro for the cny n valentines wishes was not sent..i dunno y mayb coz her bro din on his hp or somthin..when i wanna sent to her mum or dad onli i found out tat i oreadi deleted their contact numbers..n when i tried to called her cousin..he change his contact oreadi....n again when im tryin to get her best fren..yup..she change her contact again...GOSH~!!!i was so damn pissed..then,i try to ask her bro's fren to see whether i got his contact correct anot..til nw,she din even reply...yea..funny huh..mayb tis is wat we call it faith..my chinese new year is so damn FUCKED UP!!!!!arghh~!!!!!i try to find som1 to talk wif..none of them..i dun wanna disturb others cny mood..when i student sms me..til half way..she din replied..n i guess shes busy or somthin..i myself dun hv the mood to care bout these anymor..so damn moody nw..yiesh~!!!!!y the fuck am i soo damn bad luck!!!!i try my best not to think..i try my best to learn..i try my best to do everythin til the best..y..y everytim these kind of fuckin things happens to me!!!wats wrong wif my life~!!!!arghh!!!!!!!!i hate ME!!!!!!!!!