i guess..it'll have 2 b a long time b4 u sign in ur blog again..it has been bout 3 weeks u been there..non-stop wonderin hows ur life goin..r u ok?i missed u so much..ppl who read my blog has been so bored of me oways talking bout u..my feelings n stuff..but i dun care..i'll jus keep on writin coz i hope one day u'll sign in..sign in again n read it..one day..u'll noe how i feel..let u go...life around me r weird lately..i met a girl..which acts like u b4..makes me remind of u..she stays bside me when i was sad..she accompany me..jus like u do..but i noe..i'll oways b alone..no matter wat happen unless u return..no matter who appears..its jus not u..im not actin stubborn..jus tat i never stop lovin u..love is tat suppose to b..never stop lovin som1 even til the last moment of life..finally i manage to feel tat n understand it..lookin at ppl around me..i noe myself i cant accept any1 of them..i wont wan the m2 b the shadow of urs..theres no one can replace u in my heart..alot of articles i had read..alot of words i had understand..n i jus hope tat u can jus stay bside me..share wif me..jus like b4..even tho i noe..time jus wont turn bac..im still waitin 4 u..baby..