hmm..after my b'day..by a b'day wish from u to me..we started to chat in fb..n slowly..we sms-ed each others...im not sure yet whether u'r can b the 1 tat light up my whole life again but u noe wat..i think u caught my heart..as u say..im the stupid butterfly n u'r the crazy butterfly catcher~both of us still dunno each other well..but i really hope to noe u more..ur appearance really startin to coloured my life..but nw all i can do is wait..i dun wish to b very aggresive n scares u away..i really hope to try it out wif u...the feelin when we both chat..it makes me very comfortable yet nervous..this kind of feelin had longed gone in my life..its great to get it bac..its nice to b accompanied..n sms or chat til u slp at night..n when u'r awake..its coz u missed som1 n it feels so so sweet...even tho all tis r so nice..but in another way..im scared..im not sure wat scares me..is it my past..??or...im so afraid tat all these things seems to b so nice but in the real..it turns out to b jus imaginations...fantasies..none of these r real...im afraid..but..still it doesnt stop me from gettin closer to u..no matter wat,i told myself it'll b jus another experience of life...take it slowly kenn...tats how u protect urself even if its jus a fake...take lessons form ur past..learn not to put it all into it..u can do it..all u nid is jus practice n stay calm....hmm...i hope i really could do it n jasmine..plz...i prayed tat u'r not another hunter who's jus tryin to hunt me down like an animal n throw it away after im useless to u...