haizz...still left 2 hours to go til my b'day~yea..b4 tis i used to b very happy n excited for my b'day~ya..used to b..hmm..4 years ago~~i still remember on my 15th b'day..i got a very special b'day present..on tat present,it says ''2gether''..my 16th b'day...i got ur 1st hand made cake..on my 17th b'day..it was the greatest b'day i ever had...tats the time when i feel..finally..im so so so so touched by u n i put down all my precaution towards u..n tat time..i really think tat u r the 1..the 1 tat im searchin for in my life..my soul partner..18th b'day..even tot there's bit of an arguement b4 tat but still,im happy of wat u had for me...a very ''special'' card..but..19th b'day..im alone..bringin 2gether wif all the sadness n loneliness..ntg's left on me bsides than scars n wounds...confusions...all runnin in my mind without pause..n u..left me question tat i'll never get the answer..u got my heart b4..the whole of it..but u smashed it..smashed it on the floor..step on it..burn it..tear it..do everythin jus to hurt it til its dead...wat had i done wrong..nw..i noe wat..its not me..but my faith..its meant to b tat im kind of a technician..jus the 1 who repair u..fixed u when u'r broken down..when u'r healed..tats the time u'll leave..n din look bac..n im useless nw..no1...no one..nw all i've left is memories...memories tat i've locked up n kept inside..without u..these memories arent sweet anymor..tears r fallin..heart had broken..wat i had..is an empty vessel~