hmm..jus come bac from work..my god..so damn tired..haizz...these weekend sucks..no..is the whole holiday of mine SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!been through a whole week of emo..tot will b better bit but who noes..walao...do u even noe how it feels when som1 jus break into ur relationship but say tat u'r the 3rd party~??walao eh..MEMANG JIBAI PUNYA ORANG~!!!sorry 4 bein so rude..but..no1 to chat to..all things hv been keepin inside my heart..im feelin so so so damn burst out..argghh!!!!!!!!!!!!haizz..my ex-student went to taiwan oreadi..no1 can talk to...cant find her..coz i noe wat will happen..i dowan to cause another chaos to her..i dun wanna cause any trouble to her anymor..watever she wan..jus let it b...my heart is oreadi super tired...its like im walkin around the earth non-stop for a long long period..after knowin tat u'r goin to giv out n sell all the things tat i gave u..it jus feels like u'r tearin my heart piece by piece again n jus spread it into all directions..u dun even noe how it feels..u noe how to say tat sentence..person who likes u,theres a bunch of it..but person who love u..theres onli 1...n tats me..but u'r still hurtin me..askin me to dun love u anymor..not to wait for u anymor..??walao..it feels like u'r askin me to giv up my soul dude..do u noe wat is love..??u thinks tat love is jus a game..??u dun even noe how hurt i am..but im still here..still standin..jus for u..u silly goat...haizz...nvm mind of it..who cares bout u when u'r jus a useless,poor n a shit face...no choice..im not handsom..not rich..not smart...not talented..not ntg...but a small small dusk in the big big universe~~