finally get done wif my examinations again~~wow~1 point to kenn plz~~hmm..guess im gettin tougher n tougher..i mean my mind la of coz..i hvt been exercise for so long,my body is gettin fatter n fatter~~!!!!XS..anyway..finally i get to control every single of my emotions n guess wat..i could even used it freely as well..i found out tat when im totally depressed..my mind works faster..more points n ideas will jus flush into my mind..n slowly,i start to learn to control..haha..guess wat..when my exam,i try to make myself so so depressed n damn it works!!!!so many ideas n points suddenly jus keep on comin out n yay!!!!im done wif it..woho~~~~~haha..so happy nw..well,yea..thanks to u too,my dear..coz of u..i learn all these!!^^..hmm..guess nw he treats u better huh...im glad finally...sorry to disturb u 2 earlier..at 1st..i really planin to get u bac..but i heard ur heart..i noe wat u'r thinkin...u asked me not too..coz of som reason..i wont say it out coz u'll never admit..u'r so care bout ur face~~~==..yiesh..but nvm..i got onli 2 choices,1 get u away from him..2 make him love u more n yup..guess i choose the 2nd 1...n yes it did works i guess...hmm..yea mayb u wont blive wat im sayin nw n think tat im bullshittin..or mayb u jus think im silly or watever...as long as u'r happy nw..even if my heart hv to break again again again again n again..whenever i see u smile..everythin to me its jus fine..i love u,ruey ying...muax..aishiteru..ma,ja neh..