well...it jus reach the first day of chinese new year nw..yup..jus past 12 n im over here typin my blog..hmm..tis year is a tiger year..they said tat tiger year doesnt mean as it'll eat up the goat..well,im the goat of coz..in fact,the goats will b hvin a lucky year in the tiger...well,it might b..to other goats..but to me..i dun think so..hmm..i jus come bac to my hometown yesterday night..when i left my head n look at the sky..my god..it was so beautiful..the stars..all of them shines like diamonds...it reminds me of the night sky view in the redang island..n at the same time..it reminds me of u again..tat time when i was at the redang island..i missed u so much..same goes to u..coz over there i cant use my cell to msg u..we both missed each other so much..but nw...even today is valentines day plus chinese new year..so wat...no matter wat kind of big days,im still alone over here..alone..cold..empty...haizz....cant help to think..y all these happens...i used to think im the happinest guy in the world..but nw..i guess all those r jus some beautiful dreams tat god gave it to me coz He pity me..nw he has to take it bac as we hv to wake up from our dream som days...yea..wake up n bac again to my stupid empty life..sucks...haizz...no use of all these blamin...it jus wont change anythin...im so lonely...alone...