hmm..16 of feb..jus got stung by a stupid bee..damn it..i noe tat im sweet,but doesnt mean tat u can stung me..idiot..luckily i got u n crushed u into pieces..well,2day we goin bac from our hometown..spend around 4 days 4 nights over there..it brings bac alot of memories thro tis special chinese new year..yea..mayb its very lonely to been thro both specail day alone..but..guess its still not my turn to get somthin i wan yet..mayb i nid somemor time to train myself tats y..from tis trip bac to my hoemtown..i learnt..yea..family is important..but not all...no matter wat..theres somthin..somthin tat live in ur heart..somethin tat was keep on waitin..waitin for the other part to appear..somethin we call love...family might b very important to us..but at the same time we cant lost our love as well,frenship,family,love n social..4 things..we mus oways learn to balance it..none of these 4 can we b lost track of...i lost 1..but its ok as im still waitin..still trainin myself..learnin alot of stuff n til 1 day..i believe it'll come bac to me..i blive til the day comes..at least..it'll b the reason y im still breathin..still standin n still smiling..coz i blive...