hmm..the 2nd day of cny..well,2night the sky was empty..mayb it was bout to rain tats y...tis afternoon she replied my msg..finally..well,it was bit late as it was after 1 day i msg her..but..like wat ppl says,somthin is better than nothing..hmm..i din hv a chance to chat much wif her as she got somthin to do n gotta go very soon...haizz...its so damn lonely for tis cny...nothing jus seems to attract my ny mood to come out from the bottom of my heart..not like the past few years as i was so excited every night to call her n share wif her wat happens on tat particular day..haizz..guess n who i can share my stuff is jus myself...no1 else..so my dear blog..nw u oreadi startin tp replace any1 in tis world n bcome my listener~~im bored of everythin..b4 tat,when she left me,i learn to appreciate everythin which i had..family,frenship,stuff..bt nw..my body is gettin weaker..im gettin more n more tired..im done wif everythin..i guess..its jus too tired to stood up by jus 1 person..jus single..its jus too hard..im oreadi very lucky to hang on til nw..guess its time for me to let go..guess...im jus nothing but a dusk in tis big unniverse...im jus...nothing but a tiny little thing...god,jus take my soul n let me relief~~