year 2006,tot i lost somthin importan..at the end,guess tats jus a start for me coz i found som1 which is importan
year 2007,alot of stuff happens tis year..i nearly got into jail..the 1st time ever i felt som1 cares bout me so much..after all these years,finally my metal heart melts down for u..from tat moment..i promise tat i'll love u as much as i could..
year 2008,finally things starts to settle down alot..the importan year as im goin to take the exam..a very very big surprise for my b'day..1st time i try to go on a long trip by myself..1st time som1 worried bout me so much tat i felt im the luckiest guy in the world..1st time i noe finally its u tat im findin for..1st time i braved up myself n stand on the stage jus for u..finally im givin everythin for u..
year 2009,after all these years,guess its time to b free..but guess freedom arent a fun thing..been through alot alot of harsh time..arguements..fights..end up..everythin crush..wat im chasin for..im so confuse..i lost everythin..i lost u..everythin..i tot i had everythin..but in the end i had nth...my wisdom was blindfolded by the view in front of my eyes..i was acting crazy..end up..onli til i lost everythin when my view starts to b clear up..onli 1 thin tat im tryin my best to make it done..ur final 3 wishes for me..build up a good relationship wif my family,hope u'll never pull me down again n got a good future n hope i could understand everythin u did..
year 2010,..everythin its still myteries..but wat i noe its..i really hope tat u'r happy nw..no matter where u r or wat u'r doin nw..im still thinkin bout u..waitin for u..missin u..prayin for u..im still holdin up..n i gotta tell u..thankyou so much..coz of u..i finally grown up into a different person..coz of u,nw i learnt to look in things by different sides of views..coz of u..i finally learnt how to appreciate things..either its good or bad..i hv to accept it n try my best to turn it into the best way..coz of u..finally i noe..wat is love..hope tat u'r happy oways..hope tat u'r safe oways...hope tat u r...u r..hope u r..urself...chuah ruey ying..sorry tat i hv to say..but thankyou tat i gotta say..