haizz..since i was young..i oways have tis special feel..i mean..mayb its a gift from god..or mayb its somthin which will jus add more suffer into my life..yea..i can see through ppl's heart..i can noe wat they'r thinkin n wat they gonna say..in another word..the words of the truth...i oways tot wif tis,it will make my life better..i'll get more close wif my love 1..i'll b pretected from tis world coz i noe whos gonna hurt me..but lately...i started to change my mind bout it..ever since she leave..the words of her sayin tat i oways get to noe wat she's gonna say..it irritated her..nw slowly..i get to see alot of the dark side of humans..it disgusted me...it makes me feels like tis world is not beautiful at all..even mayb som of my tots r special..even i noe wat i written is good..even i noe i mayb the 1st...but wat so bout it..theres ntg at all..i feel so empty....so lonely...when i can get the silence feelings from the world is when i smoke...tats the onli moment...i get to cool down myself...my mind oreadi lost control...my angel oreadi left...nw the devil started to take over the body...im gonna lost myself soon...wats so good even i get to see thro ppl's heart..end up..im still ntg..wat i did is still useless...im ntg but jus a dirt...useless dirt...