beautiful dreams~

yesterdat i work at the restaurant..after we work then we yamcha at the mamak awhile n we decide to go to cc awhile..after tat..it was a tiring day after all..tis morning when i come bac to my own house,(p.s. everytim i got work,i'll b overnight at my fren's house)i go to my own bed n slp again..ahh..my own bed~comfortable...then i had a dream...a dream tat..makes me hate myself again...in the dream,i was quite rich..i mean richer than the me nw...my family owns like 1 bunglo..no..its 2..yea..u was around in the dream..n he as well..it was jus a normal life i have in the dream..but suddenly 1 day somthin happens n my family was jus puff into quite a topic in town..so we bcome quite famous..n u come bac..we'r jus like frens...i mean,after we break up we'r still like frens..guess in my dream i was more brave to face the reality then...after a few years later in the dream,2 kids appears..well,not ours,its his..wif another girl luckily...n in the end,guess we get bac together again..hmm..tat feelin was great like heaven..when u come bac to me...arhhh...gad damn it...it makes me miss u hell lot again...but guess...things to me had turns out to b worst...jus nw i look through ur facebook..i saw ur graduate photos...i saw ur family..i saw him..n guess..finally ur family accept wat had happens n move on..not like me..still stuck in the past..hmm..guess tats it..it proves tat..forever love its jus som kinda joke after all..guess..its ntg but a word tat we use daily like sayin ''me'' or ''u''..hmm..holy shit..emo again...argh~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!