Monday, May 17, 2010

hmm..tot it'll b a fine day..well..at 1st i tot i was..bt unfortunately it starts to turn bad since afternoon..well,i cant really blame her anyway..2day i was goin to hv my econ presentation at 3..so i bath n prepare myself at 1..at 2,im waitin for the bus to come n get to lrt station...i look at the time n i noe it's comin soon..then,my hp ring..a msg from jasmine..she wish me luck n said 2day she wont come to my college n stuff..then when i finish readin the msg n look up..the bus jus left in front of my eyes..i was liek wat the fuck..argghh~~!!!!!!!!once rapidkl is gone..u hv to wait like half an hour onli they'll hv another bus..somtims it'll b like 1 hour..i got so pissed n startin to think cant she jus leave me alone~!!!!!im sick wif her..we'r imppossible to get bac together again~!!!!then my mum fetch me to the station..well..tat stupid lrt..in the middle of the journey..it stopped for like 10mins..omg..i was bout to b late for my class..once i got down..i rush to the class..i was wearin so damn formal 2day..n guess wat..when i reach class..i was so fuckin sweaty..fine..at least class is air-conditioned..so finally finished my presentation..well..tis month i over used my money..so i got no money left 2day...hv no choice bt to take bus after scl..bt..the sky starts to rain~~argghh...it was so fuckin hot the whole day..u can rain anytim u wan..y mus rain when i finish my scl n wanna go home~!!!!!nvm,i walk under the rain..light up a cigarette..feel tat 2day wasnt tat smooth at all..hopin it end up good at night..but guess wat..it took me 1 hour plus to reach bac..==i was so damn tired n hungry...after we hv dinner..we go home..i on9 n on my fb..then suddenly my best fren's girl msg me..she say my best fren got nuts again coz she went out wif her ex 2day..then i was like y u wanna do tis since u noe he's goin to get angry..girls oways do stuff even they noe their partner will got angry in the end..then she suddenly ask bout my another best fren..then i felt not right about it..i starts sayin stuff like dun do somthin wrong n bla bla bla..in the end..she n my BEST FREN r actually makin fun of me..haha..so funny..==...i got so pissed..no..i wasnt even pissed..i was so fuckin tired..tired of those stupid games..tired of my life routine..tired of hvin the guilty feelin in my heart coz i hurt som1..tired of everythin..i jus nid som1..som relax..i jus wish to go away..i've b so so nice to every1..end up..each 1 of u jus noe how to take advantages from me..well..tis is how the world works..if there's somthin free..u not onli take it..but take it as much as u can since its free..n tats y..being good in tis world nw will oways got somthin negative in the end..jus like me..when got a potential job n 1st person i tot of was my best fren coz he nid money badly..jus dowan he n her gf argue again..i was bein so nice of carin them..yea right..these is all i got..best fren..??!!i dun nid 1..i dun nid any1 in my life..jus leave me alone u sons of bitches...go to hell~~i curse u all fuckers~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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