it has been quite some time ever since i updated my blog...well..guess my life din turn out to be better..hmm..tis month im not gonna work as a tuition teacher yet coz all my classes will onli b startin on january..even tho tis may give me som freetim to rest but...hmm..seems like the free time tat i have jus gav me the feelin of emptiness...i cant control my mind of stop thinking of u..i still love u so much...every single song i hear..every single stuff i do..y...y my hands still shiverrin when i think bac tat u could jus hold my hand nw...everytim i hav to jus close my eyes...cover my face n cry to stop...sad..lonely its not the most frightenin things to me..but the thing i scared the most is u left..wat is love..listen,obligate,valued n excuse...but it seems tat these 4 words turn bac round btween us..both of us din hv a chance to listen to each other..obligate...but looks like stuff tat we did for each others cant b seen by us..we learn to valued each other..but the valued seems to b over tat it makes us suffer...we hv a lot of excuse to love each other...but the onli single excuse for us to leave seems to win all the excuses of love...i hate tat our love hav bcome a memories to us...i hate tat i cant b able to love u anymor...i use to feel so wonderful coz every single timei look at ur eyes..i felt so blessed coz i see the love light in ur eyes n the wonder of it all is tat u jus dun realise how much i love u...i oways wish to hug u so so tight...i oways hope to spend every single precious moment wif u...there no word for me to tell how much i love u...not even eternity can b represent...