Thursday, May 13, 2010
hmm..finally..i think yes..i giv up...girl..i dowanna hurt u no more..jus let me go ok..??i noe i've been such a jerk to treat u like tis...but i jus cant cont anymor wif u..sorry...after all..no matter wat u say...u'll still onli b a passerby in my life..at 1st..i tot mayb..there's somthin missin wif u..i try my best to hink..but nw i finally found out tat..the problem wasnt on u..it was me...i was the problem..im oways the problem...even startin from my 1st relationship..im oways the problem to every1..u said u can melt down my heart n b my angel..no offence but im very very sure tat u cant...not to say tat i dun let u try or wat..bt i noe..i noe wat kind of person n attitude u hv..there's 0 percentage tat u can do it..trust me..if u cont..i think it'll jus properly make it even more worst...jus let me go girl...u'r not the one..i mean im not the one which is good enuf for u..u'r such a good n nice girl n i dowanna hurt u no matter in wat ways...i've try to reduce those pain tat i caused to u..so jus plz..let go b4 it hurts even more...im not good enuf for u..jus aint good enuf...im a jerk..a totally jerk...i noe..once i annouce im single again...i'll receive all kinds of comments..but i dun care..i hv no choice but to ask u to leave..i dun wanna hurt any1 anymor in my life..nw i noe..hurtin som1 is worst than bein hurt..the feelin of guilt...is so so so strong til u cant breath..n til u'r insane to jus think of a way to get rid of it..i used to say..hvin an empty vessel is so awful...but nw i understand tat livin wif a numb heart is even worst than empty..if u'r empty..wats wif u is jus ntg at all..but once u'r numb..u cant love anymor..n wif tat..every1 who u would wanna care bout will jus got hurt by u....it'll take a very very long time til i break my own way out from tat darkness..but til then..jasmine..im really really sorry...mayb its jus a word tat is not enuf to cover up the pain i got for u..but i can say..at least tis word is a word tat i really mean it when i say it to u...sorry...
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