YES~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FINALLY I DID IT~~~~!!!!i got as gf~~~i love u so much jasmine..over here dun hv ur scl spies le gua..hehe..but u oso dunno my blog jek..hehe..nvm..im so so so so happy 2day..at 1st i was so damn nervour in the morning coz its our 1st time to meet..early in the morning i oreadi wake up to wash up n start stylin my hair coz i wanna look nice the whole day..so alot of wax was on my hair 2day...then..after scl n i had my lunch..i rush to mv jus to buy the ticket..but unfortunately i cant buy the ticket for ice kacang puppy love coz no more ticket..so we change into watchin when in rome..wella love story..suits us..but u say u dun wanna watch it coz u never heard of tat movie b4..butin the end..u agreed to watch it coz i oreadi bought the ticket..then i started to rush to ur scl coz hopin to giv u a surprise..who noes after i waited..n u sms me sayin tat u oreadi at mv..n i rush to mv again~~haizz...finally we meet up n started to wake to the cinema..well..as i saw form ur pic..u look normal..not tat pretty..not tat cute oreadi special..XP..but slowly..every single little movement of u started to attract me like a magnet..the way u talk..so..nice n cute to me..of all the sudden..i tell myself in the heart..man,u gonna get her 2day n is a mus~!!!!so while we'r watchin movie..i type 2 msg to u n tell u how i feel bout u..n when til the half of the movie..i ask u to b my gf..n started to hold ur hands..ur hands r like so soft..so nice..well..u'r so nervous til ur hands r sweaty but still..i like it..i really do..after the movie..we kinda walk around..chat..n get to noe each other even more..hmm..2day is a great day n 2moro im goin for a family trip to penang..im so sorry tat i cant really accompany u but i promise in the future i'll try my best to do it n..to b the beszt bf u ever had~~^^..i love u,jasmine..

oh my god~~2moro is the big day~~2moro we'r goin to meet up each other la..arrgghh~~~im so so so nervous le~~~how how how..???argghhh...haizz...1st thing..nid to slp early 2night so tat 2moro can wake up early without hvin panda eyes n got enuf time for me to make a very handsom hair style~~^^...hmm...jasmine,u really look very nice n pretty to me la..i mean..well,u may b look very very normal..not very pretty or super fair skin or wat but u hv a beautiful heart tat is much much more better than all those out looks winners~~they'r jus som bitches who thinks tat they look nice n can go around flirt wif guys..they disgusted me..so dun worry..u'r the best~~XD..gosh..blass me god...dun jus bless me..blass me off to the heaven n guide me 2moro..

OMG~!!!!!ARRGGHHH..tis friday we'r goin out a~~~~die lo die lo~~~~!!!so nervous la..i jus cut my hair...look so messy..n..n..arrgghh..so nervous le..hmm...at 1st we plan to go out n catch a movie on tis comin saturday..but i got too excited til i totally 4gotten tat im goin for a trip to pinang wif my family..n yea..we hv to cancel it n i felt so bad coz its our 1st outin n i hv to dissapoint her..but jus we plan again to watch movie at tis friday b4 i go to pinang~!!!wow~~!!!!my god..im so nervous le~~~!!!!i scare later if she see im not handsom enuf..then start to avoid me n stuff then i jia lat lo~!!!!!haizz..so so so so nervous....nid HELP~~!!!ERGEN!!!!!

hmm..after my b'day..by a b'day wish from u to me..we started to chat in fb..n slowly..we sms-ed each others...im not sure yet whether u'r can b the 1 tat light up my whole life again but u noe wat..i think u caught my heart..as u say..im the stupid butterfly n u'r the crazy butterfly catcher~both of us still dunno each other well..but i really hope to noe u more..ur appearance really startin to coloured my life..but nw all i can do is wait..i dun wish to b very aggresive n scares u away..i really hope to try it out wif u...the feelin when we both chat..it makes me very comfortable yet nervous..this kind of feelin had longed gone in my life..its great to get it bac..its nice to b accompanied..n sms or chat til u slp at night..n when u'r awake..its coz u missed som1 n it feels so so sweet...even tho all tis r so nice..but in another way..im scared..im not sure wat scares me..is it my past..??or...im so afraid tat all these things seems to b so nice but in the real..it turns out to b jus imaginations...fantasies..none of these r real...im afraid..but..still it doesnt stop me from gettin closer to u..no matter wat,i told myself it'll b jus another experience of life...take it slowly kenn...tats how u protect urself even if its jus a fake...take lessons form ur past..learn not to put it all into it..u can do it..all u nid is jus practice n stay calm....hmm...i hope i really could do it n jasmine..plz...i prayed tat u'r not another hunter who's jus tryin to hunt me down like an animal n throw it away after im useless to u...

2day..2 of my best frens come to my house..b4 tat,we went to taipei walker to borrow their wifi to play dota 2gether wif our new bought laptop n netbooks..^^well..unfortunately,the wifi connection over there aren't really stable so after return to my home..we play again~~><..nw its like 5am..we still hvn't slp yet..but..mom~~i dah tak boleh tahan dah~~~i have to slp oreadi~~dun care bout them la..damn slpy~~^^wat a nice day..finally i get to chat wif a girl tat i think i've started to like her~~^^hope tis will go on smoothly n..i really wish tat we can hav a nice story endin~~~i like u,jasmine~~^^

hmm..dunno y..suddenly hv a feelin tat aafter all wat i been thro..it is time for me to grow again..i mean my mind la..not my body..duh~~but..hmm..yea..even tho i noe its hard but i'll try..i promise to myself tat i'll try my best...to b the BEST~!!!haha..go jie hao go~!!!!!

hmm..jus come from the celebration of my 19th b'day wif my frens..hu~~tired man..but..2day..well..not to say tat im not happy bout it..i am..seriously..but..the surprise they gav..reminds me of my form 5 b'day..hmm..i duno y..i mean..even tho i noe they plan bout it n im really surprise n happy..but..there's still somthin in my heart..somthin tat i dunno how to tell..smthin...mayb..tis b'day without u is different..mayb its oreadi like 4 years i had my b'day wif u but tis year u din even greet..hmm..mayb..there is somthin missin in me..u..