thailand..??lonely~

well..2moro im goin to thailnad..finally~but..dunno y..i tot i'll b excited..who noes..nw the feeling tat im hvin..i dun feel like goin anywhere...well..2day i went to mv to catch a movie ''avatar'' wif my frens b4 i go to thailand...after the movie,guess who i run into..her parents n a lady..(p.s i dunno who is she but dunno y my feelings like tellin me its her mum or somthin...dunno..XS..)of coz i say hi to her mum..n dad as well of coz..im not tat bad..in fact..i love her parent even tho her dad's bit serious lookin...when i say hi to her dad..he doesnt seem to hv any reaction n i tot mayb its jus me bein sensitive..after i passed by them..1 of my fren told me tat he over heard her dad ask who is tat guy..well..when i heard bout it..i felt so dissapointed..i mean..yea,i noe tat even when im wif her,her dad jus doesnt seem to recognize me either but..dunno y i jus hv 1 feelin..am i really tat easy to bein 4gotten..mayb tats y she 4got bout our love as well..mayb i am really tat easy to be 4gotten...hmm..im gonna spend the end of tis year in thailnad..remember every year when its the time to step into a whole new year..we'll call each other n wish each other..yea..even tho in the end..it'll b a little fight goin on..but i still miss n hope tat time will come again..at least..at least i noe tat she loves me..2moro im goin to thailand..but..i really hope she'll miss me like the time when i went to redang island..tat was more fun n memorable compare wif tis nw..nw all i feel was lonely..its ntg fun at all...i miss the time she cares bout me..i miss the time she missed me..i miss the time when she told me she was worried bout me when the's a small earthquake happens...i..i really miss her to b bsides me...honestly..i miss u,baby...